Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Bad day

I was talking to someone yesterday about the intangible effects of the fire. I've felt "fine" for the last several weeks (minus the morning that I smelled and saw smoke). Something about vocalizing those effects made me incredibly angry, and the more I talked, the more upset I got. I walked away a little shaken up. Apparently writing this blog isn't the same as talking (or yelling) it out.

But I still didn't really address my feelings yesterday, so I woke up in an incredibly grouchy mood this morning. It wasn't the day to have the Dell guy take up three hours of our morning. It wasn't the day to go to the house to see that our balcony-turned-enclosed-bump-out had incredibly SMALL windows on the side. It's pretty hard to have a view of downtown when your windows look up at the sky and are freaking SMALL. I had such plans to get stuff done today. And instead I just felt angry and got little accomplished.

Speaking of which, I really need to get more of this inventory done for insurance. I can't wait for that to be done...

1 comment:

  1. I'm sorry for the bad day. I hope today is better for you!